In October it's 3 years since we said goodbye to you and watched you pass away it was the most hardest thing I've ever had to do. I think about you every single second of every single day. I'm not the same anymore. You should of been at my wedding. But auntie Caroline and auntie done your proud. Dad found it hard. He still does even though marion around but he told her he doesn't want to get married. He only wanted to be married to you . The fur babys miss you we welcome a another cat twitch who is the same age as bestie. Part of me wishes you had a resting place but I know how much you hate being cold I would at your plot every week if not every day . Dad wants you in the same plot as him so you got to wait. Don't think marion likes it put tough he told her he's going with you . Hope I make you proud . Well I work for the nhs like you . Got a 3 bed house ready for baby dando / dandos . Paul kept his promise to you he looks after me . You should be here not in heaven the amount of times I fell like joining you . I'll never get over losing you I leant how to live with it . As you know I talk to you every day I talk about you. Love you mum love you so much xxxxxxxxxxxx